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dBu Live Presents: Ben Park

by Benn Park

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1.
Thank You 03:32
I never thought I'd give my high school days a second glance But my mind wanders back to the day when we first danced You let me be your date to prom, even if I was being wrong For thinking you would give my love a chance Never thought I'd still feel giddy to remember you sing When I backed you on guitar, you'd make my spirit sprout wings And during our times in choir, I know I'm not a liar When I say that your voice sounds like the morning birds in Spring And even if those times are long, long gone Those memories still linger in my mind I long to wait for you to come back to me So we can sing and dance and form new memories You were such a pretty sight, oh how you gave off peaceful vibes Though we haven't spoken much since we danced last night I never had a stronger urge to write such silly strings of words But when I think of you, I hope that everything's alright And even if those times are long, long gone Those memories still linger in my mind I long to wait for you to come back to me So we can sing and dance and form new memories A couple years can turn into a couple centuries Though I'm still thankful for the Little things you helped me to achieve And even if we don't see each other again Thank you, my beautiful friend It's 4am right now; I'm reminiscing of the past It sucks how such blissful moments like these don't really last I wish I had more time to get to know you better Though I'm writing how I think about you down in this letter For a couple years can turn into a couple centuries But I'm still thankful for the Little things you helped me to achieve And even if we don't see each other again Thank you, my beautiful friend
2.
Alone 05:33
Eyes fixed upon the headlights As they seem to slowly move towards me from afar In the middle of the night My legs weigh like bags of sand, and I cannot escape this car Lost in my own mind Scrapping multiple drafts of initiatives before I act Clawing my way out of this fight My delusions suffocate me, and I can't relax I don't wanna be alone again In my own little pond I don't wanna be disposed of again In the nihilistic beyond I don't wanna be alone again With my own nostalgic youth I don't wanna be disposed of again When I still cling to the truth Trying to find my way back To my logos 'cause my pathos has me by its chain Making sure that I don't crack Not that my ethos was ever perfect in the first place Look at me for what I lack Though I'm still scared of your silent, judgmental gaze But in the future, I'll try to be intact I'll continue to pull up and all of this will be erased I don't wanna be alone again In my own little pond I don't wanna be disposed again In the nihilistic beyond I don't wanna be alone again With my own nostalgic youth I don't wanna be disposed again When I still cling to the truth
3.
Movement I: "Minimum Miles" Demons from my past Make me wanna crash Headfirst down this path again Head out for a drink And no longer think Temporarily play pretend People come and go I'll play along with their flow My existence is a rotating door I can hear them coming Pass through or right in front of me And I don't know how to feel anymore So I'll settle in an empty parking lot And sing my heart out to a clear night sky The streetlamps above can't block the view I've only got me to mind Feels like I might as well Learn to laugh at myself Tripping my way through these trials Some say for better, I have changed But I still feel the same Feels like I've only covered the minimum miles So I'll settle in an empty parking lot And sing my heart out to a clear night sky The streetlamps above can't block the view I've only got me to mind Movement II: "Alright" And I think for a second That I'll be alright, that I'll be alright But I know for a fact That I'm not alright, that I'm not alright

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Filmed and recorded at dBu Records on Dec 23rd, 2017. Mixing and mastering came later on. Heavily grateful for David and his team for their patience, dedication, and passion.

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released June 14, 2018

Audio was tracked, mixed, and mastered at dBu Records.
Filmed and edited at dBu Records.
All three songs were written and performed by Ben Park.
Still of cover art by dBu Records. Captions by Ben Park.

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Benn Park Nashville, Tennessee

According to Benn, music-making is a creative, therapeutic response to the human condition. Included in that response are the rewards and defeats of 21st-century adulthood. These days, Benn Park happens to express this worldview through original folk and alt-country songs. ... more

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